"The grass is much greener on the other side."

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  "Can't waste my time I'm leaving you..."

                                       -- Session Road

Got this from Dom.

Masama din akong tao...

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Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Very High
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

How bout you?: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv/

"Being Machiavellian need not imply cruelty, hostility, or manipulation for its own sake. Rather, the Machiavellian is willing to be so, without the burden of external standards of virtue to achieve legitimate goals."

                                                                      -- Anonymous

            "Hope in reality is the worst of all evils, because it prolongs the torments of man."

                                                             - Nietzsche

To all my trusted friends...(You know who are and not that many for you not to know)

I miss you guys. And I know I haven't been that honest. I tried to keep things from you for reasons that I find very difficult to explain.

Too bad, just few of guys know about this journal so I doubt if you'll be able to read this.

But just the same, I want you guys to know that I miss you a lot and I'm sorry I've been pulling crazy stunts lately.

Kudos!

To whomsoever left a comment last July 8, 2006, 1:43 PM PDT regarding the post titled "Good Lord...",

thanks a lot...

I won't even attempt to know who you are but you sure know a lot.

As far as I'm concerned, I never did intend to know more about what really happened. What I saw is enough and its also enough for me to forget about everything..about her.

Anyways...Thanks.

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" I didn't even flinch."

                        - Anonymous

Quotes from Mario Puzo's "The Godfather":

"You let women dictate your actions and they are not competent in this world, though certainly they will be saints in heaven while we men burn in hell."

                                                                           - Don Corleone

"Friendship is everything. Friendship is more than talent. It is more than government. It is almost the equal of family. Never forget that."

                                                                              - Don Corleone

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Its funny how I can get a very good sleep,

After I did and said something wrong...

Sometimes I even amaze myself...

I'm 75% evil.

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"Nice to know you... Goodbye."

                                              - Incubus

I am having the time of my life...

And for the first time since I've acquired this schizoprenia, I can say that I have returned to my old and real self.

I do not need to explain myself, I did when I really don't have to.

Sadly, I was putting on a mask all along.

My sincerest apologies.

"We all get heavier as we get older because there's a lot more info in our heads.

So I'm not FAT! I'm just really intelligent and my head couldn't hold anymore so it started filling up the rest of me!

That's my story and I'm sticking to it."

                                                                               -- Garfield